Purchased my first game!

I purchased a game for the first time in my life.
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Until today every game I have played is a cracked version.
GTA  V was given free by Epic in some years.
At that time I didn't know what epic games was and thought it was a prank.
I bought it but because didn't have a pc that could run that game never saw it.

In 2021 I was gifted a pc that has decent specs.
At that time I found out what epic games and steam are and was so happy.
I was able to run GTA V for free otherwise it would have been my first purchase.

But today purchased Hogwarts Legacy for 2799 from steam.
I was tensed as if the payment went wrong a refund would be difficult as steam is an international platform.

But after giving myself all the strength i took this decision for myself and purchased the game!
After coming from the IGDTUW fest i went straight into playing.

What an epic game!
Loved it!

Went to a college fest first time! That too in girls college!

 I went to attend the Diwali fest at IGDTUW college!

It was my first college fest as I didn't have a college of my own!
And i feel quite lucky(smirky face)
I attended it at girls' college.

The famous IGDTUW.
Although none of them appealed to me
as i had my mind somewhere else!

Oh and someone pointed at my new sneakers that the colour of the lace on both is different!
Luckily no one noticed!

But i have to go to the showroom now!

Got the sneakers!

 Got the sneakers
White one
Loved them

But the guy who packed gave a dirty box
I didn't like this

Shit man

Time waste because i wanted to save a few hundreds

 I wanted to buy white sneakers for myself
To wear below kurta for an upcoming event
And because it is versatile

I love the design and prices of campus
I only saw the online official site and liked a few

I went to the store with my friend
But there i was shocked
The prices in store are much higher

Although the quality is good and i got my size
I thought i will order online and will save 700 rupees

But then i saw and it didnt have a 1 day delivery
I had the event 2 days later only and i couldn't trust the delivery

I have decided to go to the store tomorrow and buy them 
Although at the same price
But i will get them on time

Just because i tried to be smart
But because i didn't plan it before
I wasted my time
Money and fuel

Anxiety and Social Media are 2 sides of same coin

Merko anxiety problem hai

Ab 10 logo ko batane se achha
Mai usse solve kru

Maine yt pe daala i have anxiety
Aagye bhyi solution yeh kro yeh kro

Kra maine
1 din achha
2 din achha
3 din me solution implement krna hai isse hi anxiety hogyi

Mai wapis apne purane routine pe
anxiety ho rhi hai
Kaam ni ho raha

Aise baitha hu
Guilt aa raha

Ab maine khud se question pucha
anxiety bhenchod ho kyun rhi hai
Aisa kya kr raha hu ki anxiety ho rhi hai

Auro ko toh ni ho rhi
Toh mujhe kyun

Ab koi video ni dekhi
Ab apne actions review kare

Routine purana hi hai
Actions continuously dekh raha hu

Mujhe realise hua
Social media

Video pe video scroll kr raha hu

Ek ne bola fit go
Ek ne bola healthy khaao
Ek ne bola ladki patao
Ek ne bola achhe kade pehno
Vo agli ne bola business kholi
Agli ne bola freelancing kro
Usne kuch kisi ni kuch

Dimaag ka bhosda hogaya
Duniya hhar ki insecurities
Failures
Kamiya aagyi
Stress aagaya

Phir laga itna kaam pada hai kaa 
kuch kia nahi usse anxiety aagyi

Maine aur scroll kiya
ki stress kam hoga

Agla banda handsome hai
Usne ghar le liya
Ek naye kapde laya
Uska achievement hogaya
Usne itne din ka challenge pura kr luya

Toh bhai social media dekh dekh ke anxiety ho gyi aur
Toh isliye mt dekho

Social media ko research ke liye use kro bs

Dont scroll
Jo chahiye specific uss topic ki 10 cheezein dekho
Par scroll mat maari

Maine ek din social media ni khola
Pura din ni khola
Anxiety tab bhi hui
Fomo hua social media kholi
Khaali nahi baitha jaa raha

But baitha khaali
Book kholi
Nahi padhi gayi rakh fir
Let gaya
Overthink kr liya
Thoda khaa liya
Ek walk maar aaya
Kamra saaf krliya

Anxiety gayab
Kaam krne baitha
Pehle se zyada hogaya
Phir anxiety aayi phir baith gaya
Paani pi liya

Social media tv ni khola
Bakchodi krli gharwalin se
Idhar udhr saman rkh diya
Cheezin jagah pe rkh di

Phir baith gaya
Kaam hogaya thoda
Ab raat hogyi
Gym chala gaya
Night routine follow kr liya
Neend aa rhi hao
Phir overthink lra
Sogaya

Agle din utha
Itna refreshing
Dimaag pe koi pressure hi nahi
Patah nahi kaun si duniya me aagay

Aise anxiety khatam kro
Social media band

Why do i care?

A lot of times my friend has asked me why do I care so much?
Well I am an emotional person, I am a human.
I don't see any childish or immature behaviours in expressing what i feel
So here I try to answer that-

"

You ask me why I take care of you?
Why do I show you?
extra support
extra love
extra handling

Why do I care so much?
Why do I think so much?

Because I have been lonely
I have felt it.

How it feels when there is no one by your side
to look for you
I have seen how the people we call our friends go one by one
and we have to live in solitude

Solitude is good
Until you have a clear focus
Until you are hurt

I know that feeling when you want to say words
but there is no one to listen

I know when you say words
but the person you need the most won't be there
and how much it hurts at that time

How much it hurts when you are at your lowest point
Your family is against you
No one is understanding

How much a person who listens to you means

Maybe they won't understand it
But they will be there to provide a shoulder
Cheer you up
Do stupid things to make you laugh

"

Different pump in the hands

I didn't feel like going to the gym today
But still went

I only did biceps 
Although I never do biceps and triceps alone
But i had to do something to make myself go to gym
So did biceps
Quick and easy

But i noticed something
And does anyone else feel the same?

My left hands gets tried before the right hand but the pump in left hand is also better than the right
Maybe because the left hand works extra hard and right hand is not pushing enough

I sort of betrayed my father...?

Today was one of my friends birthdays and we three group went to watch a movie the first time
I first time took out my new car to hang out with my friends
Everything was good and while coming back I let them both drive it for a short amount of time

When I was home and telling what I did I was caught off guard by my father that even my friends drove it
Well i knew ladai hogi and deni chahiye they are my friends
But the car is from the hard earned money fo my father
He did so much to get it
And i handed it over to my friends for fun
My father didn't like it
Although he didn't said anything
But I understood and i did wrong

I am never giving my car againt o anybody
Not even my friends
It felt like a betryal and I have to live with this guilt

Love Gurus/ Tristan Tate Exposed!

Maine abhi tristan tate ki video dekhi

He said I had a main gf
But I also had my side chicks
I had 2 different children with two diff side chicks

And he said even in side chicks
he has one who has 1 body count and he is the one who took her virginity

Phir uski main ko pata chala uski side chicks hai
Main se toota
Main ne saari side chicks ko bata diya
Sb chhod rhi
Utne me ek vo jiska bas 1 body count hai
She said Tristan i know you had kids with other girls yet i love you the most
And i trust you most and i see you in my future

He confidently said Status upgraded for her
She can be the main now

Now tell me kya vo aur sidechicks nahi rkhega uske baad
Kya vo ussi se shaadi krega

Yeh tumhe advice krenge
Get a girl with clear past
Low body count
Higher body count wali are sluts

And khud dekho Hypocrites
All they do is see their profit
And ab vo ladkiya unka toh heartbreak hua 

He was good at communication skils
He used manipulation
He knows how to win a girls heart
And did what he wanted

And phir vo tumhe preach krega
ladki vo lo jiska 0 body count ho

Bhai vo baat sahi hai
Jaao 0 count wale pe
Higher body count is not good

But khud jo kr rhe ho
Ek ladki who is virgin
usko tum manupulate krke
pyaar ka ehsas kraoge
You will win her heart for your fun
And phir dusro ko kahoge get girl with clear past

You see what's happening here

Yeh pura dating system chlta hai
Har dating guru ka
Every person who says girls ko yeh chahiye
Flirt aise kro
This is how you get sex with a girl

Then bolenge apni value banao
Achhe kapde pehno
Upgrade kro
Baat krna seekho
Har hafte 4-5 date pe jaao
Pehli date pe sex kro

Par ladki vo chunna jo clear past wali ho

Ek taraf seekha rhe hai get a girl
Who understands
Respects
builds with you
Is with you in your bad phase

dusri taraf
You are not a man if you dont know your way around girls
Go on multiple dates together
Have sex on first date

Matlab everything is done for sex
Saamne wale se mile ho
Attract kro
use your charm
and have fun

But ladki vohi jo clear past ki ho

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Tristan's that video-  https://youtube.com/shorts/UB21qSNofn0?si=W5S7NRe4Z97CG7cy

Replying late is not cool

 Replying late is not cool

Haa agar kisi se dikkt hai ki
Late reply krte ho
Confront kro be saamne se
Agli haar se na kre then stop talking
And bolo ki i discussed this with you
Nahi kra i cant talk to you anymore bye

Ab log kya krte hai Y
eh ladki reply ni de rhi i
Isse late se krta hu
Wait wait krke khud ko hi hurt kr rhe ho

Phir confront kroge
Vo nahi kregi
Usko zabardasti kraoge
Vo nahi kregi Tumhe moodnswing aayenge

Aur attached itne ho move out kroge nahi
Yeh aur sochoge itni si toh baat hai kya hogaya

Bas bola kuch kra kuch
Yeh nahi krna

Apni boundaries communicate kro
Nahi krta koi follow okay, chhod do

 Nahi choda jaa raha
Kaam se kaam rkhi
Bakchodi bakwass outing band
Simple

Always Have Boundaries in Every Relationship

Ek aur cheez jo maine galat kri
and mujhe kaafi late realise hui

I never discussed boundaries in a relationship
and na kbhi khud rakhi

That is very important and healthy
It's not matureness and its not removing toxicity

It's something we do in every relationship
Even with our parents
Ki aap finances me pado
Mere dost ke saath aap mat boli
Mai yeh kr raha hu toh aap judge mat kro
ya interfere mt kro

Toh apne baaki relations me kyun nahi
Kaafi thokre khaane ke baad smjh aayi yeh baat

Life Changing advice for relationships

Ek life changing advice
Jab tk koi tumhara life partner na ban jaaye
Date kr rhe ho toh mtlb aise bs shaadi krni hai vaise wala

Tab tak uske saamne
apne secrets
weakness
emotions mt nikalo

Tum hurt hoge
Saamne wala tumhari respect nahi krega
Tum hi toxic kehlaye jaaoge

Baad me apne emotions hi band krke baithoge
Moh maaya hai
Shaadi ni karni
Khud ko aur hurt kroge

Relationship itni mushkil lgegi
Dum ghutega
Lonely feel kroge

Mat krna aisa kabhi bhi

My Biggest mistake in my relationships

Meri sbse badi glti jo maine apni relationship me kri

I was myself insecure
I didn't have it all figure out
Koi kar bhi nahi skta
It gets stronger with time

Mai 3-4 alag alag youtuber ko dekha
Sab apni apni kuch batate
Aise behave kr raha toh yum aise kro
Vo aise kr raha iska mtlb yeh
Agar aisa hota toh yeh kro

I literally moved out of a relationship for no reason
because I was brainwashed

I'm not blaming them
But yeh itni simple cheez hai
Logo ne cool banne ke chakkar me complicated krdi

Ab har koi dusre se expectations rkhta hai
Yeh aisa hai
Yeh umar hai
Yeh hai toh yeh hoga
Yeh toh aata hoga

We make them feel dumb for small things but also good for small things
We are ourselves confused and mood swings ke hisab se chal rhe hai

Aaj Ki realization about relationships

Aaj ki realisation

Relationships are not complicated we have made them complicated!

With all the expectations
With all the manipulations
Keep relationships pure

2 logo ke beech ki cheez koi teesra solve nahi kr skta
Nah advice kr skta

Exceptions hai but general

Badhani kaise hai
Strong kaise krni hai
Smjhna kaise hai
Yeh aapko krna hoga

Krte kaise hai
basic dekho
Seekho Observe kro

Kisi ch**iye youtuber ki video mat dekhna
ki usko aise treat kr iski aise treat kro

Itne confuse ho jaoge apni realtionship kho doge

One More For Love's sake

Oh hey, I missed you!
Teri kami aise mehsoos hoti hai,
jaise andheri raat me chamakte chand ki kami ho.
Kyoki tum hi ho ab tum hi ho Bas tum hi ho.

But shayad yeh bhi kam hai uske aage
jo mai patah nahi kyon feel kr raha hu,
So hi nahi paa raha mai raat ko
aur na khud ko rok paa raha hu,
patah nahi kab par yeh likh baitha mai.

"
Har Waqt Har Din,
Tere jaane ke baad,
Har Raat Sone se Pehle,
Har Subah Uthne ke baaad.

Har us pal jab waqt mujhe ijazat de,
Mai bas teri yaad me rehta hu.

Tu jis pal mere saath se hat jaaye,
Us pal mujhe teri yaad aane lgti hai.
Yu tu mai raat ko soya krta tha,
Par ab ghanto neend nahi aati hai.

Tere khayal,
Teri muskuraht,
Teri khushboo,
Tere hott(lips),
Tere vo baal.

Bas tu hi tu yaad aati rehti hai.
Teri awaaz ho,
Ya teri baatein,
Tera daatna ho,
Ya hosh khokr hasna.

Meri har kitab ke har panne pe,
Bas tera hi hakk sa lagta hai.
Mai tujhe khud me mehsoos karta hoon,
Tere saath waqt guzarna,
khud ko bas tere saath dekhta hu.

Lekin tujhse bichadne ka khayal aaye to,
Dard satata hai,
sehna mushkil hota hai.
Raha nahi jaata,
mann krta hai tujhe apna bana lu.

Kya hai yeh mai toh smjh nahi paaya
Kab aur kyon hua hai yeh mai nahi jaanta
par kuch alag alag sa toh lgta hai
har pal mera dimaag mujhe chhod
bas teri yaad me hi rehta hai.

Adhhora nahi hu mai,
but phir bhi kuch adhoora lagta hai.
Meri subah adhoori.
Meri raat adhoori.
Mera din adhoora.
Meri shaam ab adhoori si lagti hai.
"

Get Some Clarity

 The thing I ignored more this year - clarity

Clarity isn't attained in one go
Especially in today's confusing life

Take your time
Define everything
Question everything
Be clear about everything

And then you'll be unstoppable

Have that hard talk with yourself

The problem is
tum baith kar kabhi khud ke saath conversation krna hi nahi chahte

Bahut hard hoti hai vo conversation
jaha khud ko face krna hota

Jaha akele baith kar khud se hi
sawal jawab karna hota hai

Aur vo hum shayad isliye bhi nahi krte
kyoki hum sach jaante hai
Bus usse thukrane ki har mumkin koshish kar rhe hai
Apne aap ko fake hope de rahe hai

Par jis din vo baat tumne khud se krli dost
Jis din un mushkil sawalo ka jawab khud ko dediya
Rona bahut aayega
Dard hoga bahut
Na tumhe koi sunne wala hoga
Na koi kandha dene wala hoga
Anxiety me koi gale lagane wala bhi nahi hoga

Par jis din vo raat tum kaatne ki bajaye khud ko face karke nikaloge
Tumhara bojh halka hojayega
Tum aage badhne ke liye tyaar hojaoge
Tum khud ki behtar smjh paaoge

It's society's problem not yours!

 Bhai logo ko agar tumhari value smjh me nhi aa rhi hai
Toh it's their problem

Unki galti hai yeh tumhari nahi
Unki glti ke liye tum khud ko kyo saza de rhe ho

Value tum apni kro
Dekho phir log kaha kaha se bhaag kr aayenge

Bas apni value krne ka yeh mtlb nhi hai ki
tum dusro ki disrespect kro Yeh yaad rkhna

STOP CHASING PEOPLE!
Self improvement pe dhyaan do
Forget everything else!

Thats the sads reality of today!
Log Achhe hai par achhai koi nahi dikhayega

Kyoki kuch bure logo ki vajah se 
Trust ki lanka lag gyi hai

Tried Kurtas

 Aaj Navratri ka 7th Day
Maine dekha tha kahi
Navratri pe 1srt and alst day ka vrat aise hi bana diye

Kahi kisi ne toh kaha tha
last ke three days ka rkhne se
Pure navratri ka milta hai fhaal

TOh maine bhi rkh liye aaj se
Par mummy ne kaha 9th ka nahi hota
toh koi ni 

Patah nahi na koi batata hai
Na kisi ko patah

Khair aaj kurte dekhne gaya
Finally

Mujhe ek blue wala pasand aaya but usme size nahi
Black bhi but bahut bhaari tha

Finally do liye 
Theek hai like 
Chahiye toh the hi

New Kurtas
Trial room me mirror selfie me haath patah nahi kyun notice hota hai

Mai sirf blue wala kr raha hu upload
Image misuse hogyi toh
But vo liya nahi

Plan failed

 I was at home today
Relaxed ki ab kaam nahi krna padega

I did what I could in the office
Aaj plan tha uske saath dance kru

Shit
Sir ne kaam pe lga diya
Just 4 bje usse aana tha
3.45 pe sir ko bheja
Fatafat nahaya

Khair plan ruined
But dhoti me raha

Pehliu baar dhoti pehen ke bahar nikla
Colony ke rounds maare
I mean walk

Sab aise dekh rhe the mujhe
But i was proud

Ek aunty ne toh keh bhi diya
Kaha chle pandit ji
I was like dhoti pehen li toh pandit

Sirf pandit thodi dhoti pehente hai

Khuli hai
Indian environment ke hisab se hai
Rajiv Dixit ki vo baat yaad aati hai
Culutrual as well as practical use

I treated myself

 Aaj bhi bhai office gaya
Lagatar 2 din
Sab se mil liya
Kl ki tarah aaj bhi productivity se kaam kiya 
Maza aagaya

Bas ab diwali ke baad
Jab sah aajayenge tabhi jaaaunga

1 Mahina ghar se kaam

maine aate hue kashmere gate pe
khud ko treat di

Aaj notice kriya neeche bhi McDonald's khula hai
Upar wale me toh inti bheed hoti hai and waitng time lag

Uber Shuttle se jaane ke fayde
McDonald's sundae
Brownie Sunday medium 104 wala

Vahi baith ke khaaya maza aagaya
Bas us employee ne sarra chocolate syrup upar daal diya
Neeche vanilla aur brownie reh gyi

Mann tha burger bhi khaalu
But nah it was good
Delicious

Chest Felt Like Joe Linder

 Aaj Gym me chest maari
One of my favorite days(Chest+triceps)

Gym se aake jaise Joe Linkder ke chest ke fibres dikkhte the
Vaisa dikhe toh nahi but feel se hue

Chest feel hui ki mai move kr skta hu 

Varun dhawan jaisa gaane me krta hai na
Galat Baat gaana
Vo kaunsi film thi jisme Seenu bana tha
Ileana and Nargis wala
Vaise halki si cjest feel hui
Mai tera hero

USme jaise chet ko upar neeche kr paa raha tha
Bas 1 baar mai vaise kar paaya
Uske bad subconsiously hua

But bc
Itne fat ke baad bhi kr paaya
Itna confidence boost hua na

Kitna achha laga
Back bhi shape me aayi like traps 
Shoulder rounded aur chest seperation dikhna chalu hogaya

YAY

1 saal consistent inconsistent gym jaane ke baad
Wohoo

Jawan Movie

The film was fast-paced
And at moments I was emotional

and about to cry as well

The film sort of reminded me of Sivaji The Boss as well
Taking the matter in your own hands

But it isn't practical, right?
Things can not always go like that

Real Life isn't a scripted movie

I guess my dreams were fueled by Sivaji The Boss only
Because I first watched it when I was a kid
And this dream of making society good and idealistic became my dream

But I am constantly confused between 2 things
Working from inside the govt or being the govt
And working from outside

Both are tough and have their own limitations and advantages
But maybe working as govt and having connections from outside can work the best

This is my dream
This is what i do and want to do
Hope i contribute my part towards betterment of society and the world

Delhi me Thand Aagyi

Jawan dekhne gaya shaam ko scooty pe
Akela pvr

Bahut thand thi hall me
Pura Khaali

Ek couple ke bagal me baitha tha
Bol nahi paaya ki privacy chahiye toh mai side hojau
Pure hall me salla hum 3 aise baithe ek saath
Khair 6-7 aur log aagye baad me toh its fine

Khair thand bhai
Jab nikla hawa chl rhi thi
Baarish ka mausam

Bijli kadak rhi thi
photo nahi kheechi

Par sardi aagyi hai aisa lga
Finally Delhi me thand se pehli mulakat

Nature ka ac laga
Maza aagaya
Mall me ac tha
and andar itni thand lg rhi thi niklte waqt bhi

Mai bahar nikla usse zyada thand
Tez chlti hawa
Kadakti Bijlee
Mausam itna achha tha
Aur thand bilkul vo jo chahiye

Scooty pe thand lgi
Cinema me half sleeves pehen ke toh kabhi mat jaao akele
Helmet pura dhak ke chalaya bhai

Why a lot of men are depressed today?

 I saw this one reel

It said

Did the cavemen have depression?
Did the first-ever civilization have depression?
Did the first-ever kingdom go through depression?

Then how did depression come into existence?

When we chose comfort, the by-product was depression!

Earlier people used to be working out all the time!

They were doing activities.
For long the only thing they cared about was survival.

Even when survival was out of the plate,
keeping themselves physically active was the thing.

Doing their core tasks every day,
passing on knowledge to the next generation,

They were always at war,
physically not mentally!


And then today
men do not have to care about heir survival,
they do not have to worry about their next meal,
they live with all the comforts humans could possibly have
all the comfort the ancestors couldn't even dream of,
but they are not physically active.

They can't even get a glass of water on their own,
they need to be spoonfed about everything,
and they find ways to stay in their comfort zone.
they run way from hard work.

They are at war too,
but mentally!

They are depressed,
because they don't work out,
they don't keep their body active.

Even going to the store
which olny takes a 5 min walk,
they use a vehicle.

They don't have to be super fit to fight wars
Not at least war every month.

Start working out more,
start lifting weights,
start spending time in nature,
and you will find yourself out of depression.

Because that was not depression,
that was you blinded by all the comfort.

Hardships are necessary to sail through life,
just as the brain is made stronger by solving complex problems,
the body is made stronger by giving it challenges often!

I wore a dhoti

 I wanted to wear a dhoti for a very long time!
And no it's not a one-time thing.
Whenever I am at home, I want to be in dhoti.

A much more loose piece of clothing against the hot temperature of Delhi.

I don't like jeans, or pants because of comfort and fit.
I have been in shorts all my life but they were the only option.

I have been watching reels of Rajiv Dixit,
he said that people used to wear shot and lungi in India.
The reason, is we have a hot and humid climate in our country, 
so we should wear loose cotton clothes.

Dhoti is the best solution.

And that's why I shifted to it.
The best solution also represents the culture I come from.

Not going to upload it on Insta because
it's like a place where people judge you.

I don't care about anyone, but since no one is kind here
it's best to represent yourself the best and not become a fool for others.
Even tho I won't be a fool, but to explain this world its tough!

Love is not what you think!

Love is hard!
Love is strict!
Love has to go through difficulties
Love has to witness the ground before reaching the sky!

Love is not saying "Do whatever you want"

Love is saying no
when it is required!

Love is not holding the hand every time,
it is letting go when it needs it.

Love is not agreeing to everything blindly,
it is to correct them when needed!

Love isn't complicated,
there are only a few who understand it!

Watched OMG2 with parents!

 I watched OMG2 with my parents today!
Netflix pe hi.

And the first thing my parents said
after watching the movie was
"Yeh sab bas film me hi hota hai"

And I wanted to tell them so badly
Yes yeh sab film me hi hota hai
and film me hi hoga

Yeh cheez hume educate and inspire krne ke liye banai thi
Asal zindagi me yeh hone ke chance bahut kam hai

And iska main purpose bhi yehi tha
Ki logo ko patah chle

I am a Hindu
I read scriptures
I meditate 
I pray
Sadhna krta hu

Dhang se tareeke se 
Brahm Muhurat me

Dhoti Kurta pehenta hu

But jo Britishers aur baaki historians ne kra
Jo yeh shuru ke education ministers
So-called Liberals ne kra 

Hinduism ki chatni banadi

And aaj ek pandit
ek hindu family wala aam insaan

Mastrubation ko paap hi smjhta hai
sex ko muh kala
Galat kaam bulata hai

Penis ko aaj tk penis nahi kaha
Bacho se is topic pe baat hi nahi krta

Arguments aate hai ki Bacho ko bacho paida krna sikha denge
Abe uncle ji nahi sikhaoge toh bache bache paida krdenge 

Kiss se bache paida kr rhe hai vo batao
Itna murkh banana hai kya

Issi vajah se toh aadhe ladke ladki se baat nahi kr paate
Apne hormonal changes ko smjh nahi paate

Attraction ko pyaar smjh lete hai
Alag hi heartbreak chlta hai inka phir

Aur jinka zyada hota hai
vo phir rape, molestation me ghuste hai
Unhe toh koi batayega nahi na ladkion ko yeh pasand nahi

Bhagwan masturbation se naraz nahi hote
Kyun honge yeh batao

Phir boldo Hindu ho na
Geeta padi hai
Ved padhe hai?
Manismritit padhi hai?
Kitne kand hai
Itihas kya hai
Gotra kya hai
Bhagwan kaun hai
Murti puja kyun krte hai
Upvaas kyun rkhte hai
Haath jod kr puja kyun krte hai
Dudh kyun chadhte hai

Yeh sab ka answer nahi patah hoga
Par hindu hai

Abe hindu hai toh padho na
Maine bhi isliye hi padha kyuki kisi ne pucha tha
Aur mai nahi bata paaya 
Toh maine Padhna Chalu kiya

Tum apni ego 
aur fixed mindset wali soch mne atke rhoge

Hindusim ko aur nuksaan kroge

You Will Ruin yourself (Start asking more questions)

 Bhai ek un logo ki video dekhni chhod do
Jo kehte hai 5 ways to
10 tricks to...
5 tips for...

Kuch log bahut hi achhi video banate hai
pura research kete hai aur achhe se information present krte hai

Par kuch log hote hai
Google pe jaayenge
5 ways to be fit

Google pe pehle 5 point aaye
Uski reel bana di
Trending music laga diya
Badia stock footage video file

Video viral
Views aagye
Paise aagye
Dekhne wala bhi khush
sab sahi

Nahi bhai
Vo 5 point sahi bhi ho na
Phir bhi tumhe patah hona chahiye kyon

Mai yehi 5 cheezein kyun kru
Mai 10 kyun na kru

Mai iski jagah yeh kyun na kru
Jo isne nahi batai mai vo kyun na kru

Kyuki agar tum yeh nahi kr rhe
Tum bhi hamare parents ki tarah phasne wale ho

Tuesday ko baal nahi kat te
Kyun nahi kat te patah nahi
aise hi chalta aa raha hai 

Gaye, Kutte aur Crows ko
Pitr-Paksh me kyun khilate hai
nahi patah

Bado ko namaskar kro
Kyun Kro?
Nahi patah
(ijjat dene ke liye hi krwate ho,
toh ijjat zabardasti nahi di jaati)

Barbaad krdoge apne aap ko
aur apni aane wali generations ko

Start asking questions!
Logical questions and answers!

Nahi mil rhe google kro
Google se mila usse bhi question kro

Source find kro
Logic find kro

Even religious texts as well!

Why you shouldn't get emotional in today's world?

Aaj ki date me log kyun kehte hai emotional mat ho
Kyun kehte hai kisi ko apne emotions mat dikhao

Iska simple reason hai aapko kabhi emotions kya hai
Unko handle krna
Unko smjhna sikhaya hi nahi gaya

Emotions ka kya matlab hota hai batao aap mujhe!

Emotional intelligence sikhai nahi kabhi aapko!

Ab isse kya hota hai jab bhi aapko emotions feel hote hai
Koi bhi ho khushi ka dukh ka gusse ka
Aap apne upar se control kho dete ho

It's like aap jung me aap surya putra karn ka kawach prhen ke khade ho
Koi kuch bhi krlen aapko kuch nahi hoga

But phir emotions aapko vulnerable krdete hai
Kyuki aapko smkh me aate nahi

Aur aise me vo kavach gaya toh koi hhi aakr aapko hurt kr skta hai

Aur yeh sab mentally hota hai
Dikhta nahi hai

Toh phir baat yehi niklegi na
Ki emotional mat ho
Emotions ko chupao
Kisi se kuch mat kaho

Isliye yeh saara drama hota hai

Having a good heart is not wrong

 Having a good heart is not wrong in today's world
It's the best thing to have

The wrong is showing it to people 
Because people by default now assume that no one has a good heart
And that has led them to the habit of taking advantage of someone
who has a good heart because those people are rare nowadays

If you have a good heart keep it to you
don't show it to anyone even to the closest
Because even they will be tempted to take advantage of you!

Never Give them the power to control you

Never get so much attached to a person
Never invest so much that you lose your respect

A relationship works when its mutual
If you overdo, you will lose your respect and you wont even know it
And then you will keep looking for different reasons why it happened

Invest but if they don't, pul back
Learn to leave people

You don't owe anything to anyone

Never lose your respect to someone else
Never give them the power to control or influence your emotions

Dating culture is ruining you!

Yeh date culutre is like greyish area me
Theek hai you cant be just wasting your life after one girl

But farak hai

Aajkl har dusri ladki see pyaar hojata hai 
which is actually infactuation ya attractio
but log usse pyaar bolkr pyaar ka naam kharab krte hai

Love has lost its important and meaning

Shitiz from iron man style kehta hai

Tumne intention hi nahi clear kri start me
as a friend gye toh she will take you as a friend

Bollywood me jo bhi hota hao bhul jaao
Although zamana pehle aisa hi tha
You become friends
And fall in love

But aajkl zamana attraction pe chal raha hai
And thats reality

You cant deny reality just becuase tum vaise ho
Yeh purane khayalat wala nahi hai
Tum old ya purani soch ke nahi ho

West se itna infleucne hote ho
Ki ch*tiye hogye ho

Bc pehle insaan sundar attractive lagna chahiye
Ussi se baat kroge

Phir duniya jaha ka psychology wala dimaag laao
Impress nahi krna 
attract krna hai
attract bhi nahi ek tarah se psychologically usse aisa dikahana hai
ki you are manly
mard ho tum

jisse vo attract ho
aur na ho
nayi patalo

most famous dialogue
duniya me 8 billion hai
tum ek ke peeche kyun pade ho

I mean wtf
is it that easy to move on from people 
attract ho
pehli date me sex kro
uske baad laga toh date

do tons of sex 
yaha jaao vaha jaao

and finally jab attraction phase over hoga tab
jab apne actual form me aaoge tab

kyoki haa yeh ideallogy ladki patane ke liye sahi hai
but isse tum us ladki se bore bhi hojaoge
kyoki kra toh tumne sab isliye kyuki usse physically attract hue the

haa dating me thoda jaana hoga
but kitna jaan loge 

yehi banta hai reason breakups ka
kyoki aisi attraction develop toh krdete ho
choti choti mistakes, kamiyan ignore kr dete ho

sorry bolke gift deke
but baad me lagti hai
baad me lagta hai ki yeh insaan toh pura hi change ho gaya

kyuki foundation attraction pe bani thi
ab attraction gyi tel lene

ab chahiye dono efforts daale
smjhe
choti choti baat pe communicate kre

ab expectation toh aayegi bin kahe smjhe
but USS level ke gye hi nahi tum toh kaise hoga

phir hota hai breakup
aur blames aate hai pyaar pe
ki chhod ke chli gyi
ek text ki wait krta raha
ek sogaya

Everything bullshit

Date culture promote kroge
yeh promote kroge ki chhod logo ka kya hai
aaj yeh kl vo

emotional connection pe toh tum focus hi nahi kr rhe
haa maana aajkl ka zamana aise nahi chlta 
but uska matlb yeh nahi ki yeh sahi hai

sex is the ultimater form of intimacy
love, confidence, dating, improvement, girl psychology ke bare me bataoge

But energy, spirtuality iske baare me nahi
kyuki west me yeh hai hi nahi
unhe objectify krne me maza aata hai
unhone yehi kra hai

for them sex is just like khana khaana
multiple sex partenrs is okay
sprituality me bhi

but whom you share your body with
is improtant

sex ka itna haua bana rkha hai
people dont see this
nor do they care about this

and this is changing youth at a rapid speed
sab friedns with benefits
pehli date pe sex toh stud

new week new partner pe pade hai

Bhai tum ladki ko date nahi kr rhe
Stud nahi ban rhe 

Shitiz ne khud kaha na
fake it till you make it

Bhai har cheez ka context and matlab lena hota hai
iska cotext is cheez me sahi hai 
ki tum confident nahi ho 
but behave kike ki ho
logo ko dikhao ki ho

but iska yeh mtlb nahi 
tum ladki ko push pull trechnique se fasao
aise hasao
vo kro human pyschology smjhke jisse vo tumhare paas aaye

thats cheating
is way me ya us way me
kyoki kabhi na kabhi toh true self dikahoge
jab comfortable hojaoge
tab choti choti baatein hurt kregi

Tab kya kroge
i don't know how to date or get girls
Call me old fashioned but this is not the right way

Iron Man lifestyle opened by eyes

Iron man lifestyle ki Shitiz ki bahut videos dekhi

Bhai bande ki baat me logic hai
Dam hai
Sahi bol raha hai
Fact based bol raha

Ek ladki jo na tumhari izzat krti
na tumhe bhaav deti
uske peeche kyun pade ho
as a dost bol bol kr
secretly pyaar sa krne ka kya fayda

haa bhai tu achha insaan hai
vo nahi hai
duniya nahi hai achhi
thats the reality

yeh galat hai but sach hai
sach se nahi bhaag skte

Isliye Shitiz ki iss baat se toh relate krta hu mai

Bol do confront kro chhod do
Par mai ek baar apna leta hu

Apni value banana seekho
Rona aa raha hai rolo
Par ek baar roliye ab change kro

Life me tum yrr jab tak tum khud ko improve nahi kroge
Kuch ni kr paaoge

Na career banega
Na skills

Aise hi social skills
Girls se baat krna
Acting
Etc bhi skill hai

Dusro ko mat dhundo tumhe khush rkhne ke liye
Apni happiness kisi aur ke haath me mat do

I learned an important lesson today - Love your grandparents

Amma(my grandmother) ne patah hai abhi ganesh visarjan wale din mujhse kaha tha
ki mai unhe camera kholna aur photo kheechna sikhau

Vo keh rhi thi ki sab log vaha photo hi kheech rhe the
Mai akeli thi aisi ji dekh rhi thi

Unhe fomo hua
Ghar aate hi kehti
mujhe bhi sikha
merko bhi kheechna seekhna hai

Unpe purana sa phone hai
toh camera quality achhi nahi hai

Vo unhe patah chal gaya
Vo bhi kehti yeh aisi photo nahi

Jaisi tun log lete ho
Naya phone chahiye
Ache camera wale

Mai bhi photo kheecha krungi

This made me so emotional

Ab mai sochta hu amma ko hum ullu banate hai
Haste hai ki tumhe kaha smjh aayega

Tunhare zamane ka nahi hai
Unka kitna mann krta hoga photo kheechne ka

Unke zamane me toh tha hi nahi
Kisi ko yaad krna ho tasveer bhi nahi dekh skte

Socho kaisa hota hoga

Aaj hum dinme 10 photo lete hai
Kisi ki yaad aaye
Call mila liya
Photo dekh li

Uss purani trip ki
Doston ke birthday ki

But amma ke paas
na bachpan ki hai
na laa skti

auir ab jab technology hai
tab hum seekha nahi rhe

kitna helpless feel hota hoga
 

Ab mauka hai toh hum seekha nahi rhe

Unhone apne bache pale
Pati ki seva kri
Saas sasur ki kri
Bahu aayi
Pote-poti nate-nati pale

Aur hum unko yeh choti si khushi nahi de skte
Aise kab hogye hum
Ki kisi ki helplessneds pe hasne lge
Mazak banane lge

Kya sikha rhi hai yeh duniya hame

Maine aaj hi speically unhe sikhaya
Ek baari me toh nahi aayega
But mai unke saath rha

Kitni khush thi voh
Ki unhone photo li
Apne pote ko jab chahe phone me dekh skti thi voh

Kitna achha lag raha tha

Sach me yeh technology bani hume paas laane ke liye thi
but hum dur jaate jaa rhe hai

I cant explain anyone

 I don't know what sort of excuse people give

But how can you give your Instagram to a person you just met
completely unknown
and you are never going to meet again

Just to post some photos
and because you couldn't say no
Tum insta pe follow krlete ho and request accept k lete ho

I mean you share stories that are quite personal
at times your current location

Your photos that you won't share otherwise
your friend list
Access to message you anytime

Kind of stalk you
Know with whom you are connected

People don't realise this
And i cant explain them,

Keep only the closed ones
Jinse roz baat ho
1-2 hi hote hai

And follow sensible accounts
Nachti ladkiya
Khalistani singer
Ya BTS ke racist log nahi

Mehnat ke Bina Kuch Nahi Hoga

 Yeh realise hogaya mehnat ke bina kuch ni hoga

Business aise hi chalta hai
Aise hi kaam hota hai

Yeh toh smjh gaya kaam krne padenge
Vrna zabardasti krne padenge future me

Aaj mai so paa raha hu
But papa kitni mehnat krte hai

Din raat
Unkempass excuse nahi hai
Ho bhi toh de nahi skte

Merko khud krna hoga
Baar baar excuses dekr weekend pe taal nahi skta

Krna padega roz
Fuck

Never get attached.

 It's crazy that you are so attached or invested in a person you cant focus and the only way to keep yourself out of thoughts is to distract yourself with youtube.

And even that bores after a while.

Never get attached.