Why do i care?

A lot of times my friend has asked me why do I care so much?
Well I am an emotional person, I am a human.
I don't see any childish or immature behaviours in expressing what i feel
So here I try to answer that-

"

You ask me why I take care of you?
Why do I show you?
extra support
extra love
extra handling

Why do I care so much?
Why do I think so much?

Because I have been lonely
I have felt it.

How it feels when there is no one by your side
to look for you
I have seen how the people we call our friends go one by one
and we have to live in solitude

Solitude is good
Until you have a clear focus
Until you are hurt

I know that feeling when you want to say words
but there is no one to listen

I know when you say words
but the person you need the most won't be there
and how much it hurts at that time

How much it hurts when you are at your lowest point
Your family is against you
No one is understanding

How much a person who listens to you means

Maybe they won't understand it
But they will be there to provide a shoulder
Cheer you up
Do stupid things to make you laugh

"